Has it been that long?

New Year's Eve will be the 4th anniversary of my first R-CHOP infusion. 

I almost remember it well.  But if for some reason I can't, I took notes and published them. 

This has been one of those experiences that you only want to endure once in your life - and better at the end.  THIS IS THE FIRST R-CHOP POST.

I've often thought that I was lucky to be almost killed by cancer at the end of my life rather than earlier since I did have the option of retiring eventually. 

And I don't have all that much longer to go.  I'm mid-way between my 64th and my 65th birthday and I will be surprised to make it to 70; 80 will be a real shocker.

But I used to do Kundalini Yoga which gives one a sense that we only seem to die.   Unfortunately, dying can be a stressful process; at least until the dying is over and wakefulness begins.

I'm not worried.